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Dear Daddy, Here is where I will write the words that I don't have the courage to say aloud. I want you to know that I love you, and I always will, because you're my beloved Daddy. I want you to know that no matter how many times I might say 'I hate you!' because I'm being ungrateful, it's never true. I want you to know that every time I make you sad and hurt you, that I cry into my pillow and weep the tears I can't bear to let out in front of you. I want you to know that even though you get mad at me or feel disappointed by me, that I know you only would if you love me. I want you to know that every time I cry because we've yelled at e

just so you know, that I love you so. if you ever let me go, that I'd be broken beyond repair. my heart would be in tatters, my eyes would have a leak. there wouldn't be another one I'd seek, as I'd never be able to let you go. you're like an angel, with a voice that make my knees give out. I don't sleep with a pout, when you tell me good night. I see you haunting my dreams, appearing in every thought. it's like our futures are carefully wrought, as if we were made to love one another. the stars tell me you love me, the moon is the glittering pearl. I feel like a beautiful girl, whenever your word caress my soul.

sometimes I feel as if I slip through your cracks, as if I'm the blood that flows through your cuts. as if you don't feel me, slowly bleeding out, even through all of my shouts. but when you touch my heart, you made me cry. and let me know that you love me with all of your heart, and that you will never let me go. the stars that sit above us connect our hearts like thread. the moon that shines so brightly reminds us of where our lives are set.

the stars are shining bright tonight, they're the only things in sight, my heart is racing loud, and I take a deep breath. your name lights up my screen, music fills the room. I listen to the melody that is your sweet voice.

this music brings me down, makes my mood swing low. I wish I could hop from this town, with you dragging me in tow. I hope you read this someday, because I want you to know, that I really love you in every way, more than I can ever show. I love that you're the main attraction, how you're like a kaleidescope. beautiful colors that are fractioned, made so that I never lose hope. tinted in a color ever so sheer, yet dyed to the core of your very soul. you feel so near, yet to be with you I must pay a toll. your voice makes me swoon, the intensity in your eyes like fires burning ice. I know we look up to the same moon, but some

   I love you with all my heart, feel the heat of your lips against my skin, see the beauty that is within, and I hope it won't tear me apart.

If I'm to be honest with my heart, it gets lonely when you're not with me. I want to cry, but I smile. I smile because I know that you mean the world to me. I want to cry because my heart never feels whole without you. I'd gladly face anything in the world if it meant being with you. Sometimes I get dizzy with deliria when we speak, and nervous with butterflies when I press "send". When you don't reply, it hurts a little more inside. But I know you live life, and it's alright with me. We're so different from each other, but we're meant to be. Because, you see, these two years were well worth the wait. I'm willing to

when the water laps over my body, when it engulfs me whole, it's when my mind becomes consumed with you, when reaching you is my only goal. when I lay in bed at night, you're the last thing to cross my mind before my eyelids flutter closed. even in the dreamlands you make my heart race, no matter how my dreams look posed. when my body moves and stretches to the music, as I let go of the world, your face decorates the insides of my eyes, and I love how it feels when my toes curl. I see the wisps of your dark brown hair, the flecks of black in your chocolate eyes. I run my fingers of the smooth skin of your arms, go blind from th